A little Venting Out!

This is every thought that crosses my mind. It misguides me, makes me believe things that aren't true, makes me wish for things I don't want. Makes me hope and crushes me in the same breath.

This needs to stop.

You Need To Stop
You need to stop watching fantasies, believing in other worlds, worshiping Superheroes and forgetting the miserable life you’re leading.
You need to stop watching news, hurting yourself while thinking how small you are in a machine whose cogs are not even known to you.
You need to stop shutting people out, or letting them in, and then wait till that connection destroys itself.
You need to stop feeling the pain of separation, while holding on to everything dear to you, hoping its giving you the will to live on.
You need to stop  thinking too much, you over-analyse, you think too much about it, but you think too less about something, you don’t consider the facts, you just do what you do.
You need to stop being a pushover, stand for what you believe in, stand your ground, and also consider what others are feeling, give them time to realize, hide your feelings till then, maybe, they might realize.
You need to stop escaping the harsh truths of life, yet that 20 minute episode, or that 20 pack of smokes will give you that respite.
Stop. Check things. Don’t check things. Question the rules that were set a thousand years ago and cry. Live alone, don’t live alone, connect, don’t connect. Follow your instincts, or Don’t.
You need to stop.
Stop believing, stop fighting, stop rushing, and Stop giving up.
Stop seeing, stop hearing, and stop speaking.

Stop.
Just, Stop.

Stop breathing. And then maybe, it will stop this fight.

The 1st April Guy

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